Ann Hirsch, CURSED (2019) (installation view). Image courtesy of the artist and Smart Objects.
Don’t be fooled by the fake blood: Ann Hirsch spent a year exorcising herself. CURSED, her solo show at Smart Objects, takes viewers on a tour through her medical anxieties, and drifts into the unresolved psychological depths of trauma and religion. In the first room, sculptures and figurative works become a laboratory for quantifying the self. On opening night, a printer next to vials of fake blood and semen printed years of Hirsch’ medical history into a wastebasket. Elsewhere, the artist displays printouts, photocopies, and dry-erase diagrams—all notes describing bacteria, hormone and blood levels, potential diseases, and more. It’s overwhelming to see, which feels like the point: viewers are confronted by a horror vacui of uninterpretable data, traces of a vulnerable body, and a helplessness to make sense of it all.
At the same time, the curse is more than cyberchondria. The frenetic installation moves beyond the medical into an indiscriminate spiritual quest. Printouts from the Mayo Clinic share space on the wall with notes on astrology, and ancient Latin prayers to the Roman god Janus. Sculptures of the artist’s own head duplicated like the god of transitions are scattered throughout the room. A painted dragon the color of dried blood—her “spirit animal”—coils across the floor. On the adjacent wall, Imagery of devotion to the Matronae displays six figurative works of a historically marginalized trio of goddesses, and in the wall text the artist recounts becoming a “faithful devotee to this collective consciousness” in exchange for healing.
More placards throughout the room blur the lines between description and diary entry, as the artist describes the works on view through personal stories of meeting spiritual guides, making fruit offerings, or looking for divine clues in street names. Like the medical diagrams, these objects evoke both pain and a desire to absolve the body of it, and they bring the viewer beyond search results to more ancient thresholds of spirituality and ritual practice.
Hirsch’s I am my own fourth cousin (2019), a short film using found footage and hand-drawn ghosts, further complicates the nature of the curse by introducing themes of trauma and family history. As footage from Hirsch’s own childhood flows by, she speaks frankly in a voice over about the effects of genetic disorders and how “spirit and energy workers” have exorcised a Jewish ancestor from her body. These connections are not always easy to name or escape: “Trauma can grab us, wrap us in its web.” These cycles spiral unresolved under the playful surface of the show, leaving both artist and viewer on a search for absolution.
Ann Hirsch: CURSED runs from March 8–May 4, 2019 at Smart Objects (1828 Sunset Blvd., Los Angeles, CA 90026).
Ann Hirsch, CURSED (2019) (installation view). Image courtesy of the artist and Smart Objects.
Ann Hirsch, In the tube: A table of blood, death, sex, medical expertise, anxiety, and despair (2019) (detail). Test tubes, test tube holders, petri dishes, fake blood, fake cum, Vaseline, pipettes, hair, and printer printing the artist’s medical records for the past four years. Image courtesy of the artist and Smart Objects.
Ann Hirsch, A summary of a year of medical research (2019) (detail). Dry erase marker, paper print outs, and magnets on dry erase board. Image courtesy of the artist and Smart Objects.
Ann Hirsch, CURSED (2019) (installation view). Image courtesy of the artist and Smart Objects.
Ann Hirsch, Janus Annie, Janus Genie, Janus Annie and Genie. In the artist’s first vision she had at the sea, she asked the ocean gods to show her who her spirit guide is. She sat for an hour with her eyes closed and allowed the waves to put her into a trance like state. All of a sudden she saw a bright light and felt a very warm presence that made her cry. And the name “Janice” popped into her head. Surprised, she said to herself “Janice??” and felt confused. As she was telling her husband Gene about this experience he said, what if the name was “Janus” and not “Janice”? She immediately knew he was right. Janus is the god of transitions, beginnings, endings, and time. Recently, the artist made an offering to Janus in which she gave 12 different fruits, nuts and seeds to him, one for every month of the year, in hoping he would grant her a fruitful year. (2019) (detail). 3D printed heads on polylactic acid, 8 x 6 inches. Image courtesy of the artist and Smart Objects.
Ann Hirsch, Ann Hirsch, Imagery of devotion to the Matronae. The Matronae are a goddess collective consciousness. They were worshiped for hundreds of years at the beginning of the new millennium in every place the Roman empire occupied at that time. There is no writing about them, we are only aware of their existence from temple and objects that had inscriptions for them, found in places as south as Syria all the way up to the Netherlands. Historians believe they were of Celtic or Gaulish origin and became adopted by much of the early Roman empire when it spread north. Depictions of the Matronae are generally represented by three women, two wearing headdresses. They hold fruit baskets and are depicted commonly with snakes, trees, children, and diapers. They often bear inscriptions that detail what specifically the Matronae are capable of doing and thanking them for granting them the creators wish. They are always shown in threes but because there are an infinite amount and the number three represents that eternity. By the summer of 2018, the Matronae began appearing in the artist’s life in ways she did not then understand. By January of 2019 the Matronae made it known to a spirit worker that they would make a deal with the artist, that if she devoted herself to them for a full year, they would help her heal. The artist accepted the deal and has become a faithful devotee to this collective consciousness that she believes has power and will over everything. One stipulation in her devotion was that her altar to them needed to have imagery of the Matronae. So she made many depictions of them. These are some examples. (2019) (detail). Color pencil, graphite, glitter glue, 3D paint, cut paper, dry erase marker, and magnetic letters on paper and dry erase board. Image courtesy of the artist and Smart Objects.
Michael Wright is a Minneapolis-based writer with an MA in art, spirituality, and religion. He writes “Still Life,” a weekly letter on art and spirit, and you can find him on Twitter and Instagram at @bymichaelwright.
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